Joy


I'm a little crazy today bloggers.. I don't know. I feel happy and sad all at once. I guess its an emotional day for me. So much that I have overcame and yet here I am blessed and alive and you know what regardless of all that has passed and all that is gone I am still here able to be happy for yet another day. Today I thank GOD for every single thing that makes me.. me. No I don't have the best of everything and No I have not gotten to where I want to be in life but guess what? I live and I have another opportunity to make it right. GOD is so Awesome. When I think of all the time I spent in confusion and anger when my brother passed and the amount of understanding I have now... I tell you bloggers it is a long way that I have come.. still a long way to go :) but I understand that it was a blessing to have him for just one day. I understand that all things including life only last for a season.
Anyway bloggers I don't know I sometimes go to another place and I just feel Joy in all that I have been through and all that is just good in my life. I'm so happy that I am me.. and yeah I know that I often say that but the thing is that their are so many unhappy people walking around here and so many bitter people who don't seem to realize that happiness is just  a choice away. I'm just glad that I do realize it.

1 comment

SJ | December 21, 2010 at 3:01 PM

this was an amazing post to read. you are so strong. i admire your strength and i hope that i make it to the depth of strength and happiness one day.

i believe that happiness is a daily choice that has to be made over and over...until it truly sticks. a friend of mine always tells me to trust that i am where God wants me to be right now. but i cant help but feel that i have made so many messes..........

im rambling...Lol. *HUG*