Jazz and Romance

The worst idea ever bloggers is for a single girl like myself to read a sappy romance past dark with nice romantic jazz playing... really it is a very bad idea. I found myself thinking about love and all kind of things I just didn't want to think of. For a minute I even thought about calling an ex and making a weekend date... and that people is a very bad idea since all my exs happen to be either guys I could see myself with but they didn't want forever with me OR dudes who wanted forever with me but I didn't want another moment with them.. at least not romantically. Why is it bloggers that the only guys that I seem to be really INTO think that I have mistress stamped across my forehead? When I look in the mirror I see a wife, a mother not in the least a play thing only to be used without the benefits by some two timing man. I refuse ... look else where.
Anyway bloggers I told you I would tell you more about me and love  didn't I? I wrote that I would tell you about this crazy guy my family loves... wait I didn't tell yall he was crazy in the last love post...oops!  Well in order to tell you about my ordeal with love I have to go back a ways. it's a long story but not as long as some...stay tuned

book... Christmas Eve at Friday Harbor Lisa Kleypas
music.. blog playlist

2 comments

tha unpretentious narcissist© | January 13, 2011 at 7:02 PM

lol @ playing jazz & reading a romance past dark..

i'm glad you resisted temptation and put that phone down.

Creative Soul | January 15, 2011 at 5:19 PM

ok so yeah you sound JUST like me right now...Here is to KNOWING that will change!!!